clueless
Last friday went to have a gathering of steamboat with my mi friends and then went for desserts! Its really great to meet them again like old times!
streamboat food with chilli
sasha's dessert
mi juan's dessert?
sasha's dessert
wei ping/ bao yun's dessert?
sasha's dessert hahaAfter this sunday, I be having 5 days more of work before I completed the contract, which means that I be free after the 15 jan to do some email chasing, packing for auckland. I really want to get the documentations to be over and done with so that I could have a peace in the heart. Not sure how or what its going to be like in the next 5 months when I'm in auckland but then it something I want to find out. First thing first is to break the boundaries of my pictures. I got feedbacks that the things that I took are nice / dry or not properly expose on the pictures that I posted that far...nothing beats the feeling of feeling stagtent which I am feeling now for the photos I took. There was no wow impression of the pictures taken, there is no improvement of the pictures I have taken which is why I really want to go auckland to find out if I have the possibility of breaking that particular boundery
Second thing to find out is my adaptability, I think I pretty adaptable but then most of the time its not really out of the comfort zone.
Guess the most important thing is to go out there and sort out what sort of person am I lol
a hyprocite?
a devil?
a loner?
or someone that I really would not recognize or know at this point of time?
Not sure...puzzel...clueless is what I have in mind when I think of the new journey that I going to embark on.
would I keep my promise to JM and learn to grow up there?
would I change to a better/ wrost person?
would I still be able to keep my bonds with my friends and family as its going to be a long distance relationship for the next 5 months and that the time difference is 5 hours apart?
would we turn strangers the next time we meet up and have no topic in common?
Would i be able to live up to what i say?
what will be like after the 5 months?
I'm uncertain of the future and cant make any promises to anyone, the only thing that I think I could do is to gather up the courage to face the challenges that would be awaiting for me in auckland. In the past, I usually could ran and hide from problems and leave to someone to fix it or hide behind my friends or ran to family for protection but for the next 5 months there be no place to run and the only thing that I could do is to stand still take anything that I could reach and be prepare to deal with the challenges that lies ahead lol
oh this cutie? its the gift from the mi clicks haha! thanks all! she would remind me of xiao bai when she with me in auckland but not naming her xiao bai 2 instead she's gonna be call puzzel as each place I am at is going to be a piece of the whole puzzel after the 5 months!
