Bintan trip cancelled
Bintan trip cancelled
nino give birth
nino is giving birth now
hammies and Xiao bai
I realised that I haven put up pictures in this blog for a long time. Here are some pictures for your viewing before my posts on my bintan trip after the 28 of june :P
Yup Yup! Liao Da/ No 1 / Dar Dar is back for a visit! her very first emo post :D
Number 2- liao er well he's the bully in his herd always bully number 4. liao 4.
and here we have rhino with his famous post!
Brownie and milk (the 2 little princess)
Nino- is it no wheel or wat? she cubby!
Lao 3/ling ling sleeping
and Xiao bai!
he likes to be stroke- see his feel good face!
when you lift your hand, his eyes open
another of xiao bai.
Yup Yup! Liao Da/ No 1 / Dar Dar is back for a visit! her very first emo post :D
Number 2- liao er well he's the bully in his herd always bully number 4. liao 4.
and here we have rhino with his famous post!
Brownie and milk (the 2 little princess)
Nino- is it no wheel or wat? she cubby!
Lao 3/ling ling sleeping
and Xiao bai!
he likes to be stroke- see his feel good face!
when you lift your hand, his eyes open
another of xiao bai.
Short update
Well i got the results of the interview that I went for last friday and the answers is that I didnt get the job. Nevermind I just keep trying one day I get a job.
To the persons that I care about!
Recently someones has got me worry about the persons again... -.-"
Although I really dunno why the persons sound negative or behave negative but then I really dun want them to continue behaving that way. Its a pain to behave negtively, trust me its like a knife stabbing right into your heart and its more painful than the wounds when you fell or break your arm cos those pain are lasting unless someone or you yourself comes along and pull you out of your sorrows.
Waiting for someone to pull you out seems to be a better option for many but then it doesnot work as many a times the people would not know how exactly you are feeling, they could only ADVICE you BUT THE TIGGER IS THAT YOU MUST BE WILLING TO MAKE THAT FIRST MOVE. At times the right person to come to pull you might in the end be turned away by you as you shut yourself away. Instead of waiting for the right person to be there, why cant you be there for yourself to pull you out of the sorrows as it will ease the pain sooner and that the saying goes you know yourself best.
Sorrows hurt alot, they are the things that block you from happiness...
I know I am not in a very good position to get the persons out of their negative behaviour as I myself has been behaving negatively as well but then knowing the feeling of it, I really wanted to pull them away from it as it hurts alot and not wanting to see the people that I care in the same situation where I took 5 years to wake up.
To the persons:
Being negative took away the genuine smile on your face...getting hurt for too long will let you forget what its like to smile for the camera genuinly unless before the shot, there is a trigger to make you forget your sorrows and laugh at your hearts will.
Its hurting you and those that care about you. You might not feel it cos you are too deep into your sorrows but people around you they care alot for you as much as you do for the person.
As the sayings goes if things dun work out wait for the right person to come along. One person's rubbish might be another person's treasure.
与其把自己活在痛苦中不如等带王子还是公主的到来。
只要你付出幸福一定会来到。
Overcomes these sorrows and become a better person.
Although I really dunno why the persons sound negative or behave negative but then I really dun want them to continue behaving that way. Its a pain to behave negtively, trust me its like a knife stabbing right into your heart and its more painful than the wounds when you fell or break your arm cos those pain are lasting unless someone or you yourself comes along and pull you out of your sorrows.
Waiting for someone to pull you out seems to be a better option for many but then it doesnot work as many a times the people would not know how exactly you are feeling, they could only ADVICE you BUT THE TIGGER IS THAT YOU MUST BE WILLING TO MAKE THAT FIRST MOVE. At times the right person to come to pull you might in the end be turned away by you as you shut yourself away. Instead of waiting for the right person to be there, why cant you be there for yourself to pull you out of the sorrows as it will ease the pain sooner and that the saying goes you know yourself best.
Sorrows hurt alot, they are the things that block you from happiness...
I know I am not in a very good position to get the persons out of their negative behaviour as I myself has been behaving negatively as well but then knowing the feeling of it, I really wanted to pull them away from it as it hurts alot and not wanting to see the people that I care in the same situation where I took 5 years to wake up.
To the persons:
Being negative took away the genuine smile on your face...getting hurt for too long will let you forget what its like to smile for the camera genuinly unless before the shot, there is a trigger to make you forget your sorrows and laugh at your hearts will.
Its hurting you and those that care about you. You might not feel it cos you are too deep into your sorrows but people around you they care alot for you as much as you do for the person.
As the sayings goes if things dun work out wait for the right person to come along. One person's rubbish might be another person's treasure.
与其把自己活在痛苦中不如等带王子还是公主的到来。
只要你付出幸福一定会来到。
Overcomes these sorrows and become a better person.
Some wishes for the next coming semester
Some wishes for the coming semester...
First of all time management! I need to set time off for play, work (if havE), hobby,revision and studies.
Next: Strike out a good balance between studies and free time
also I would want to aviod tv for the next 3 months haha
The next part is what I should have blogged some time earlier but didnt.I know from the previous posts that I sounded negative to an extent very competitive even my bro msn me to ask if I ok or not. My friends even think that I being too competitive or jealous with my bro.
BUT truth is I DUN WANT to be a bump no more. I dun want to leave my life bumping here and there no more.
First of all time management! I need to set time off for play, work (if havE), hobby,revision and studies.
Next: Strike out a good balance between studies and free time
also I would want to aviod tv for the next 3 months haha
The next part is what I should have blogged some time earlier but didnt.I know from the previous posts that I sounded negative to an extent very competitive even my bro msn me to ask if I ok or not. My friends even think that I being too competitive or jealous with my bro.
BUT truth is I DUN WANT to be a bump no more. I dun want to leave my life bumping here and there no more.
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OT results out
OT’s results out and I really gald my efforts were paid off for OT after all its the subject that I commit so much to and neglected my BB and LM. I got a D for it hence pulling my gpa back to where it was. Meaning my dreams of either going to unitec or the hong kong polytheic uni was not crushed. Subtracting the project marks from the overall I got 35 out of 50% for that paper meaning it was a D by itself too, at least it did not fall to a credit or I be crying again. When I saw it, I was like I no need to cry le. For days within its delay, I was like relunctant to hear it being release at least to me is as long as it wasnt release my hopes of pulling my gpa back is still there once its release its history since RMIT appeal is say to be very reluntant. If now the first subject that I be appealing I think would be my WIL projects since it so close towards my goal.
Well I gald that I was given a D for OT as it was the saver towards my GPA. Time to make some corrections towards the next semester subjects and that the first thing is no more I mean no more freak outs for any of the subjects during exams!
Well I gald that I was given a D for OT as it was the saver towards my GPA. Time to make some corrections towards the next semester subjects and that the first thing is no more I mean no more freak outs for any of the subjects during exams!
C901 Green Heart
Well guess this is the second sony ericsson phone that I like went omg! so nice at first sight. The first was of cos my pink w580i.
Introducing C901 green heart. Unlike the existing c901 models, this uses environmental friendly materials.
more could be found in the following links:
sony c901 green heart:
http://www.sonyericsson.com/cws/products/mobilephones/overview/c901greenheart?lc=en&cc=sg
what is green heart:
http://www.sonyericsson.com/cws/corporate/company/sustainability/consciousdesign
needless to say I fell nuts over its pureness of white. man I really need to stop nicing over white things or the combination of white with sub colour pink (metallic or the hello kitty pink)...
Any way timetables out and my lesson ends at 5pm!
thinking of calling kinokuniya tml since starbucks will only reply me on next tue.
A new beginning
Well guess whats done cant be undone...I did have to admit, I was so worried about OT that I on my part neglected LM and BB... For the whole of last sem, I was reading OT Chapter by chapter, highlighting and summarizing the barnwell textbook...
No matter what OT result is tml, I cant be a cry baby anymore...I need to pick myself up and settle the future...
Tml I getting my hair cut and then straight after that down to an interview at starbucks. Really hope that I could get the job so that I could really work at funding my target overseas study.
Sometimes I think I really evil at the heart...since young I been living under my little bro's shadow since primary school although my mum says we are two different people but he could always do better than me...since psle...o levels and even poly...I cried when I got a Credit for my subjects cos this semester i really thought i could finally get away from his shadow and like scored straight HDs for all 4 subjects if not 4Ds...I know he's not competing with me but I am the one competing with him cos deep down I know that its either I complete with him or someone like sue hwa and force myself to be enthu about the subjects cos if not I might be like in secondary school...always hoping that at least I pass.
I DUN WANT TO JUST PASS A BLOODY SUBJECT ANYMORE...I WANT TO GET REALLY GOOD GRADES FOR IT TO GET OUT OF THE FACT THAT "MY BRO IS ALWAYS BETTER THAN ME!"
Since primary school I been getting this sentence from all my teachers:
"She need to work double hard, she's slower in her learning..." and my mum would always tell me to put in my ability to at least make it to express...make it to poly...
I want to get out of this comment... ... I really wanted my mum to see that her kid could also excel in her studies...
TRYING MY BEST IS NOT GOOD ENOUGH...I NEED TO PUSH MYSELF AND DOING SO IS TO COMPLETE WITH MY BRO AND SUE HWA AND THOSE SMARTER THAN ME...
I KNOW THAT ITS THERE'S NO END TO IT AND THAT EVEN IF IT GOT ME AN A LIKE SOME OF THE SUBJECTS IN POLY OR THAT A 78 FOR WIL FOR ONE OF MY SUBJECTS THIS SEM...I WOULD NEVER BE SATISFIED AND BE COMPLAINING LIKE
WHY DID I JUST GOT AN A WHY CANT I GET A Z!
OR
WHY DO I HAVE TO BE SHORT OF 2 MARKS TO A HD...
EVEN IF ONE DAY I EARN MY FIRST EVEN HD IN A SUBJECT...I BE THINKING...HOW COME I CANT GET 90 OR FULL FOR IT...
I know I taking this very hard on myself but to speak the truth...I have to if not I would be back to sqaure 1...hoping to at least pass a subject which I did for my sem 3 subjects...I want to push myself to a higher level...be someone that isnt anxious about her results...confident in the approach to the subject and when waiting for the results it would not be i hope i pass but how did i do this time! and also not nervous in the exams...I want to be one that is sure of what I am doing and the explanation that I give...be there to help out my friends and not have the doubt that did I lead them to the wrong track or something...
Even if it hurts real hurts that when i think of the disappointment of my LM results that I begin crying...I know that this is a reminder to a new semester begining that I wouldnt want to repeat the same pain...
No matter what OT result is tml, I cant be a cry baby anymore...I need to pick myself up and settle the future...
Tml I getting my hair cut and then straight after that down to an interview at starbucks. Really hope that I could get the job so that I could really work at funding my target overseas study.
Sometimes I think I really evil at the heart...since young I been living under my little bro's shadow since primary school although my mum says we are two different people but he could always do better than me...since psle...o levels and even poly...I cried when I got a Credit for my subjects cos this semester i really thought i could finally get away from his shadow and like scored straight HDs for all 4 subjects if not 4Ds...I know he's not competing with me but I am the one competing with him cos deep down I know that its either I complete with him or someone like sue hwa and force myself to be enthu about the subjects cos if not I might be like in secondary school...always hoping that at least I pass.
I DUN WANT TO JUST PASS A BLOODY SUBJECT ANYMORE...I WANT TO GET REALLY GOOD GRADES FOR IT TO GET OUT OF THE FACT THAT "MY BRO IS ALWAYS BETTER THAN ME!"
Since primary school I been getting this sentence from all my teachers:
"She need to work double hard, she's slower in her learning..." and my mum would always tell me to put in my ability to at least make it to express...make it to poly...
I want to get out of this comment... ... I really wanted my mum to see that her kid could also excel in her studies...
TRYING MY BEST IS NOT GOOD ENOUGH...I NEED TO PUSH MYSELF AND DOING SO IS TO COMPLETE WITH MY BRO AND SUE HWA AND THOSE SMARTER THAN ME...
I KNOW THAT ITS THERE'S NO END TO IT AND THAT EVEN IF IT GOT ME AN A LIKE SOME OF THE SUBJECTS IN POLY OR THAT A 78 FOR WIL FOR ONE OF MY SUBJECTS THIS SEM...I WOULD NEVER BE SATISFIED AND BE COMPLAINING LIKE
WHY DID I JUST GOT AN A WHY CANT I GET A Z!
OR
WHY DO I HAVE TO BE SHORT OF 2 MARKS TO A HD...
EVEN IF ONE DAY I EARN MY FIRST EVEN HD IN A SUBJECT...I BE THINKING...HOW COME I CANT GET 90 OR FULL FOR IT...
I know I taking this very hard on myself but to speak the truth...I have to if not I would be back to sqaure 1...hoping to at least pass a subject which I did for my sem 3 subjects...I want to push myself to a higher level...be someone that isnt anxious about her results...confident in the approach to the subject and when waiting for the results it would not be i hope i pass but how did i do this time! and also not nervous in the exams...I want to be one that is sure of what I am doing and the explanation that I give...be there to help out my friends and not have the doubt that did I lead them to the wrong track or something...
Even if it hurts real hurts that when i think of the disappointment of my LM results that I begin crying...I know that this is a reminder to a new semester begining that I wouldnt want to repeat the same pain...
Strike delay
Well all the results are suppose to be released on the 4 of june however as stated eariler, my last paper results was not released due to the department that was in charge of the release of results for that subject was on strike and latest news from the sim portal that the strike has been lifted and they would release our results asap which mostly might be on monday.
Anyway tml I going to starbucks for an interview. Hopefully I could be given a chance to work and study together.
Anyway tml I going to starbucks for an interview. Hopefully I could be given a chance to work and study together.
Back to the place that I once spend my childhood at
okies this is seriously lame, I mean during the holidays I been always going to my dad's shop and sack there but now at this moment, I went back to the place that I spend most of my primary school time in. At the mornings between kindergarden and to primary school, this is the place where I napped before going for the afternoon school. This is also where I started exploring the use of the internet at the age of primary 5 to 6.
Now its turn into my dad's office and me and my bro hardly even visit this place anymore.
As for the puddings, we took the wheel out to prevent further accidents and now with no wheels to run, nino did her regular run around the tank in circles. -.- why are the parents such sporty by nature and the kids (first batch) inherit none expect for the fact that they sleep with their feets off the ground and belly facing up!
Oh between I got my bro to reformat my com for me yesterday. Guess this is the good point of having a bro that studies IT. Computer reformat anytime, software apllications without the need of paying $$ to go SIM LIM there to reformat it.
Now its turn into my dad's office and me and my bro hardly even visit this place anymore.
As for the puddings, we took the wheel out to prevent further accidents and now with no wheels to run, nino did her regular run around the tank in circles. -.- why are the parents such sporty by nature and the kids (first batch) inherit none expect for the fact that they sleep with their feets off the ground and belly facing up!
Oh between I got my bro to reformat my com for me yesterday. Guess this is the good point of having a bro that studies IT. Computer reformat anytime, software apllications without the need of paying $$ to go SIM LIM there to reformat it.
Xiao Hei
Man... in the day it was the results then at night Xiao Hei was gone... Mum and I bought the hamster food home and we pour the food into the bowl and all rush to eat then mum was like where Xiao Hei? I look around and there xiao hei was beside the wheel dead...
Mum loved xiao hei alot, he was the kopi O of her kopi series. She took his body look at it to see if he was beaten to death, his half side was like squashed. And there was no sight of him being beaten...The conclusion that we come to was that when Xiao Hei tried to go over the hole in the wheel as he was half way there either rhino or nino went to play the wheel and xiao hei didnt get out in time and by the time he manage to crawl out, he died.
Eariler on, I was looking forward to how Xiao Hei would fare as a first black pudding and also the head of the kopi O series...
My Bro making Cheese Cake
Yesterday was a false alarm about results being released at 12 am. Well needless to say, I stay up to 12 am with my friends. After the false alarm, my bro come to my room and ask me to help him make a cheese cake in the end I only help him stir the geltine and cut some strawberries. Of cos I was the one taking the photos with a point to shoot cam. First time seeing him make cheese cake.
Result coming out!
Results are coming out on the 4 and thats tml! all along I thought it was gonna be on the 9 lol
Collection of Assignment
okies went back to school to collect my assignment for buyer behaviour today and flip through it...we lack the depth of the report and hence our grade is only a PA!
Reminder for next sem: Depth! Depth! Depth!
Results gonna be out in the 9 like 6 days away from it and I been asked to go for an interview at starbucks on monday at 3pm. Really hope I could get the job so that I could also save up some expenses for my sehdule overseas study at the final semester. Be it either hong kong, new zeland or melbone (applying for it next sem), I just want to have this last shot at being able to study overseas to experience studying aboard. I got plenty of opportunties to go aboard for holidays but studying aboard, unless I went for full time master degree in future overseas most prob I be working and studying part time if I were to persude a MBA.
Anyway enough of the serious stuff, after the collection of my assignment, I went to Hort Park and its really damn Hot! My purpose was to visit the butterfly circle but the place which I found out later is only open to the public on sats and you have to register for the tour first. Manage to sneak in to grab a photo before I got chase out haha!
Reminder for next sem: Depth! Depth! Depth!
Results gonna be out in the 9 like 6 days away from it and I been asked to go for an interview at starbucks on monday at 3pm. Really hope I could get the job so that I could also save up some expenses for my sehdule overseas study at the final semester. Be it either hong kong, new zeland or melbone (applying for it next sem), I just want to have this last shot at being able to study overseas to experience studying aboard. I got plenty of opportunties to go aboard for holidays but studying aboard, unless I went for full time master degree in future overseas most prob I be working and studying part time if I were to persude a MBA.
Anyway enough of the serious stuff, after the collection of my assignment, I went to Hort Park and its really damn Hot! My purpose was to visit the butterfly circle but the place which I found out later is only open to the public on sats and you have to register for the tour first. Manage to sneak in to grab a photo before I got chase out haha!
